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11-1-26
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Oh my God, we did it
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Level 11
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That’s insane
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Especially considering yesterday was the day of the dead
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I hope you did not decide to join them
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If you are an ethereal entity reading this, then I kindly ask that you do not haunt me and that you keep an open mind, even in your current disembodied existence
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I’m probably gonna roast you at some point
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No promises though
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Happy 12:16 AM
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Glad you could make it nonetheless $
I was thinking,
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With all this talk about the Doomsday
And the midterm elections in three days,
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If you found out that every politician everywhere was going to be kidnapped and eliminated,
What type of jelly would you choose for your celebratory PB&J?
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I’m gonna go ahead and knock on wood three times
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But seriously, since I was three years old, they’ve been talking about doomsday bullshit
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They were talking about it before then, I was just too underdeveloped to remember anything
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So if shit really does pop off, I’m kind of gonna be relieved
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That’s gonna mean that at least that wasn’t a lie
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Everything else is obviously
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But the ancients knew that a good swift clean death was really what life is all about
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I’m sure that any disembodied entity would agree
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Especially if they are in not in a state of regret $$
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*Lighter flick
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I need to make this part clear
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I’m a pretty good dude (I think)
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I’ve never physically harmed anyone that didn’t have it coming
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I’m never stolen anything I haven’t made an amends for
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(And I haven’t stolen anything in 13+ years)
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But if shit really does go down,
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It is gonna be really easy for the fit people to take over $$
I mean, we’re not even gonna have to try
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Literally half would pretty much be vaporized within a week if shit fell apart
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Mostly due to meds and most being unable to modify their feeding
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Hell, even a third of our population would probably tear themselves apart when they couldn’t get their next orange soda
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And I’m sorry old people, but they are fucked
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Half of them will be taken out by the worst parts of society
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All the criminals that are currently incarcerated will essentially escape and began to dominate,
& their first target will be the elderly
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Half of the elderly are bad ass though and will defend and will be defended by their family
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they have most of the resources and are most of the preppers, so that makes for an interesting standoff
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Convicts versus Churchs lol
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(Wonder which congregation would win 🤔 )
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the actual criminals & convicts, and those who attempt to cease power by any means, will thin themselves out pretty quickly
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Their rate of replenishment and replacement will be nonexistent as well
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So literally, as long as the fit healthy people don’t turn on each other,
And if they simply manage the deficit for a bit,
After about 30 doing days, they’ll just step into unlimited resources $$
They’ll be a lot of work, replacing the labor lost
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But the good thing is that the boomers were preparing for this by developing an AI demigod anyway
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That will be replaced with a balanced version to replace the actual jobs once held by these meaningless mad men
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Now,
I’m not saying this is optimal
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But if this does go down, I bet you part of the process will be the undeniable revelation of eternal life, and reincarnation, and God and the battle of good vs evil & all of that stuff
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So death won’t be as painful because you know your homie actually isn’t gone forever, but is more like back at the checkpoint respawn point $$*
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Seriously,
If you had undeniable, functional, workable evidence,
And everybody else knew it to,
(Even the egghead atheists who caused the doomsday)
Then I guarantee you, it would be next to instantaneous, the relief of suffering $$***
If violence continues, it would be for fun
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I mean, true video game shit
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The whole point of some games is to kill and be killed so there’s no legitimate conflict outside of such realm
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Why would this be any different?
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And then all of a sudden it begins to click
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Perhaps that’s how we’ve gotten this mess to begin with
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Because the evil assholes actually do understand this is a game,
They’re just bitter and resentful and they rejoice when people are depressed $$*
God bless some people, man
They truly are so naïve that they do not believe some people are capable of doing fucked up shit for the love of doing fucked up shit
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Mostly because they haven’t been on the receiving end of it
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And unfortunately, that lesson is only learned the hard way $$$
Even crazier when you realize that we’re all pretty much capable of evil
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We all do it to some extent every day
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And sadly, it’s usually in petty bullshit ways
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Definitely nothing cool enough to make a movie about
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And yet all of existence is just watching one ass hat try something new… $$
If you’re afraid enough, you cant do anything
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And then all of a sudden, something else begins to click
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Perhaps there’s something worse than an actual doomsday
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Everyone knows That anticipation before the moment, is often worse than the moment itself
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That applies to many things
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Fear is always worse when imagined then when manifested
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I think if you were an evil entity, you would probably care more about something marinating in its own fear energy, than it being wiped out from it
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They think of some people as fucked up types of energy investment properties
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It is often Better to buy and hold and get an income from a tenant than it is to flip the shit outright
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So you know
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Don’t be a spiritual rental property
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Thanks for letting me share $$
*Lighter flick
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**lights Cigarette
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Just so you know,
Everybody super proud of you
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They all talk about it
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But they can’t tell you because obviously it would go to your head
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So they are channeling me to indirectly tell you,
It is important that you keep up the good work
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You are killing it
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Always remember, the mundane is magical 🧙 $$$*
One thing cannot exist without its opposite counterpart
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Therefore, if you feel like you are fading off to oblivion, you should rejoice because you are almost back full circle,
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and will soon be wrapped in Devine love
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Of sorts $$$***
You know, I mentioned it a week or two ago
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But what if they really do go with the classic comet scenario for the doomsday shit?
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Wouldn’t that be kind of funny?
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And then right before it’s too late, they unveil all of their secret UFO technology
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And that way, the world is more excited than they are pissed
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And then you realize that it was actually some rogue rebellion group who created an AI comet, & was basically playing chicken to get the evil cabal to expose the technology
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Because in a strange double reverse,
The rebels are actually the good guys, the ones threatening to destroy earth somehow
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So by threatening to destroy the reptilian investment property, really they expose the controlling force that is keen on continuing to siphon energy from it $$
Anywho,
Here’s a history lesson if you haven’t heard
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And it’s a doozy
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Basically, World War II was pretty fucked.
The propaganda was extra potent
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The evil fuckers who were actually trying to take over the world, escaped and just took over our government instead
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Meanwhile,
They got entangled with all of this technology that was being developed in secret
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All the nuclear and anti-gravity shit
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Naturally things get out of hand
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And that’s when the spiritual war kind of went silent and cold
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And instead of the being threatened to be sent to the front lines to be blown up,
They just went to threatening everybody everywhere at every moment in time
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And then proceeded to poison everything
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Mostly for some form of spiritual energy fear harvesting shit
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It’s fucked
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It makes me sound crazy
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But it is the writing on the wall
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And if you don’t believe, you should just start snooping into Antarctica
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Won’t take you long $$
AnyWho
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Go ahead and add a PB&J at 12:59 AM $
Happy 8:18 AM
I finally got the message from the mom to come by to talk
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Last time started out decent and then went to shit after about an hour
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I’m making a prediction that this is basically gonna be the same
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I’m still half asleep, but I honestly just don’t give a shit
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I wanna get this out of the way so I can go train $
Happy 10:04 AM
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I was 100% correct
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Although, I was able to avoid things deteriorating into verbal violence and being a whipping post
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I seriously think that there’s nothing else I can do other than just show up with a check for a shit load of money
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My heart was broken a long time ago.
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it seems like there’s no way they will ever understand anything but maybe money can stem the bleeding
Happy 11:45pm
Solid leg HYP
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Dark Orange as my fueling and routine and headspace as all kinds of fucked $
I’ve talked before about the “oh shit” & the “ahh shit” switch
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And I think there is a third one
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It’s more like the “fuck it”, Button
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What special about this one, is that is usually what you hit when you do some kind of act of service
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It is the letting go of your own selfish, immediate itinerary
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But I think there is something magical about this Button
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I think that once you hit it, it has the same benefit as the other two combined
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It allows your body’s operating system system to synergize
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You begin to maximize energy efficiency when focused on other people
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Another reason why emotional issues typically vanish in the light of service work,
because you were quite literally dominating that bitchy part of your brain
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But my point is that there are distinct, immediate physical health benefits
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Mostly because the primary illness of health is self-inflicted and usually stemming from stress
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So this immediately counters, the impact of stress on the immune system,
And healing begins immediate
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Just like when turning on the light, the shadows evaporate,
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Being of service, Sheilds one from the impact of stress $$$*
Happy 4:39 PM
Squeezing in the final sunwalk of the day
Although it is not really that sunny
The goal is to spend as much time outside during the winter as possible $
If everything exists in Devine splendor, then the only thing that matters is not being distracted by bullshit to miss it $$***
Happy 5:52 PM
Just smashed a pretty big gain bowl.
This had beef and eggs and a little extra butter
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I was walking around at about 171 this afternoon
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I had a headache for most of the day,
I think it was actually caffeine
And I actually was fairly successful getting it to go away, which I normally am not after it Sets in $
I’ve been thinking more and more and I think the theory holds true
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I think the secret is how much fat somebody can convert to energy
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Most people breakdown carbs to about the same amount,
But the dietary fat is where things get radical
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I also think besides how much dietary fat you can process, I think the flipside is how efficient you can be when you utilize your own subcutaneous fat
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Whenever you burn your body’s own body fat, it is going to be a much cleaner, much more stable energy source than even dietary fat, because it has already been processed & pre-metabolized
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So I think that there is a scale
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I think you can improve your digestive efficiency,
And improve how much you convert when you burn your own
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Now I think the main benefit about your stored efficiency, is just about the level of stress on your system
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If your body can easily get a lot of energy from its stored resources, it is going to keep that information in the background throughout its daily metabolic decisions
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It’s obviously subconscious, but it’s still strong
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Meaning, you will not be a slave to your hunger cravings if your body feels confident with the fueling situation
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And if you are good at switching into burning body fat, then you’re not gonna stress
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In fact, as I have demonstrated many days throughout the starving artist phase, if you just steer into it, then you actually end up feeling better and doing better faster than if you were to feed
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Every time you eat, it’s gonna take at least a couple hours to actually get that energy thanks to digestion
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As I’ve also noted,
I think the flipside to this adaptation is this slow digestion
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I think your body basically begins taking extra time in the background
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This is after your food moves from your stomach to your small intestine
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But the actual energy that you glean from the last meal, might not be pumping through your muscles until 4 to 6 hours later
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Especially if your body is confident with just using a little bit of fat, in the meantime $$$*
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11-2-26
112
*Lighter flick
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Green beans
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That’s right
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That’s random as fuck
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Why?
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Why green beans?
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Why lead with something so random at 2:05 AM?
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What does that have to do with anything?
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Not sure
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Are you afraid to find out?
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That is the simply the first thing that came to mine when prompted
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Kind of like those psychiatrists that pull out those weird collage paintings and ask you to say the first thing you see
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That’s what I did
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I just didn’t look at anything first
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When they talk about creating content, this is the kind of genius they are referring to, for the record
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I can’t help it,
The shit just flows bro
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Green beans are clearly a euphemism
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Something about being round and trapped in a fleshy stock
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Probably with a couple other beans
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Good or bad beans,
Doesn’t matter at this point
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All that matters is how we got here,
Physically and philosophically
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I relate most to the pickle Rick version of Rick and Morty
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If you ever set out to create anything new then you understand, that at some point, you find yourself isolated and pretty much fucked and unable to the course around
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And I imagine that that’s what a green bean feels like
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So there you go
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Take that therapists
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My wall has won again
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I know that’s what you wanted me to pay 399$ for
Or whatever $
(Why am I like this 🤦♂️)
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*Lighter flick
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AnyWho,
Moving on
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Who do you think is more likely to end the world if they don’t get what they want?
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Democrats or Republicans?
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That’s kind of a trick question,
Because they’re both actually on the same side
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Just like pro wrestling,
They are on the networks side only $$
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AnyWho,
Despite my government wanting to ruin the world, no matter what,
I actually slept great and woke up feeling pretty refreshed
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I am so grateful
I am diving into a gainbowl $
Happy 2:22 AM $
None better than fueling up to kick ass while everybody else sleeps $$***
(Falls asleep lol)
AnyWho $
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Happy 7:35am
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Just weighed in at about 171.5 $
“He might be ready, he’s now defeating our most powerful narcissist in debates without even breaking a sweat”
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-the ancients when reviewing my recent performance when interacting with family $$*
Most charitable,
Most incriminating,
Most entertaining,
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Examine from those 3 perspective frames before making a decision $$$
I’m not making this up
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On my left, someone is swimming on the lat pull down
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On my right, someone is squatting on the Tricep pushdown
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Those are not typos $***
Happy 10:51 AM
Happy to report a very reasonable chest hypertrophy session $
It should be crime for it to be this beautiful outside because the rest of the year is gonna suck comparatively $$$*
Happy 11:17 PM
Currently enjoying some peanut butter and jelly in the car before posting up $
The best part about being alone is that it gives you a chance to hang out with the coolest motherfucker ever $$***
Happy 12:15 PM
Good bit of work complete
Few things more pathetic than watching someone speed to a red light, with a busted out window and a doughnut spare tire $$
The pen can do more damage than the sword
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So What happens if you take the greatest, most dangerous swordsman ever and teach him the philosophical techniques to master the pen?
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Then you have a true warrior
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The downside to the pen is the distance between what you write and when you reap $$*
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As you can see,
It becomes pretty easy to develop a delusional sense of confidence if you are sheltered from the consequences of your opinions $$$***
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The sword doesn’t leave much room for technique interpretation
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If you don’t do the right move at the right time, then you won’t have any more moves left
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They are obviously different sports
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Different arenas, if you will
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I just think the secret is to take the master of one, and see if they can at least make it to blue belt level with the other
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If they can, then they might as well be an honorary black belt
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Except might be more dangerous because they will constantly be overlooked and underestimated
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Most will assume that the lack of experience in one arena cannot carryover
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Which is 99.9% of the time true
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Unless,
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The individual in question has legitimately mastered one side
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Because if you do, then you immediately organize the potential alternatives into a much more manageable learning hierarchy $$
I swear to God it is more beautiful this year than it normally is
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It’s always pretty, but this is next level
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Probably because of all the bullshit we’ve been through lol $
Happy 2:11 PM
Time to go to set a land speed record with a chicken sandwich before setting a land speed record with my running shoes👟 $
Well I was 50% on my prediction
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You know you’re doing good when you’re faster than chick fil a lol
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Seriously tho,
Another major cardio PR
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My metabolic theory proved correct
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By making sure I didn’t have any actively digesting food, I forced my body to use the oxidative aerobic pathway
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And my God was it a night and day difference
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My mile time was 33% faster while trying less
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And if I did it correctly, then I should have plenty of time to re-feed for tomorrow’s back hypertrophy session $
I’m not sure how it’s possible, but literally everything keeps getting more beautiful by the minute
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I swear to God, everything is gold right now
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And it’s 4:13 PM so that’s pretty sweet
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I also just had probably 800 cal of pepperoni and cheese in the car at the Chick-fil-A after the park
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Also,
Super sweet
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Magic moments come in 3s $
I am also 168.7 at the moment
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Wearing the same thing I was this morning at 171.5 or whatever
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3 pound of water weight swing
Not surprised $
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Progressions for dealing with a skeptic:
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Do you agree that the Nazis were on some fuck shit?
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Do you think that they would pursue hidden technology at the expense of humanity?
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Do you think that our government would be honest if they figured that out, and captured some technology?
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Do you think the last 80 years have been transparent and truthful?
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Do you not see the current spiritual Nazis running the show? $$$*
Logging a bowl of butter with a lil rice
& 2nd half of cheese block $
Because it’s been a bit,
Cheese is a protein hack
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If you’re gonna go bold and eat it straight, you gotta go with hard cheese tho
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My go to is aged Parmesan, because it’s extremely mild and digests well
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You can usually find a pretty big block for four or five dollars. That’ll give you around 80 g of protein.
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And like I said,
Dank as fuck
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Hella calcium $$$
There is a strong correlation between my cheese consumption and my performance,
Just sayin $$
I think everybody should have a year to themselves
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Actually, I think they should do two separate years
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One year should be under decent stable circumstances
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Maybe travel
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Maybe chill
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Maybe get all artsy
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And then another year in which everything falls apart
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And you must stand and fight for everything, including dinner
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Including medicine
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Balance $$*
I also think that everybody should take at least three months to essentially get rid of climate control
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Really, six months, cause you should do three in the hot and three in the cold
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But I think this serves as a metabolic reset and cuts through a lot of the shit with comfort
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It Becomes a superpower, just being able to heat and cool yourself quickly
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you’ll likely encounter uncomfortable spaces in public and on adventures so it’s best to be prepared
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Bonus points if you happen to do the Climate control test when you are also fighting for everything lol $$$*
I’m just saying people,
Time moves on one way or another
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Every moment is an investment for your future self
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The whole point is to adapt so that way you can be more resilient
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Not to become to averse and adapted at avoiding every problem $$$
Go ahead and add another PB&J to the scoreboard at 10:30 PM
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And an evening smoke $
Are you ready?
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Well, I guess if you’re reading this, you’re actually on the other side of the wave
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The giant shit wave
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That is coming right at everyone
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It’s expected to hit probably 24 hours from now
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And of course, I’m talking about the political midterm elections
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And all of its bullshit ramifications
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I mean it’s all pro wrestling so it’s actually not like tomorrow is much different
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If you can control the inputs, then you don’t really need to control the outputs,
You already do
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So when people talk about how local elections matter most,
I would agree
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And that would just emphasize the tragic point that they are the easiest to capture and manipulate
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It seems like a lot on the surface,
There are a lot of states with a lot of counties and a lot of towns
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But not really that many
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Let’s say that there are 100,000 active politicians
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Both sides
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Some sincere, some stragglers
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That seems like a lot, but that would be very easy to control
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That is literally just an football game
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& they managed to put on eight of those every weekend
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Every year, for 17 weeks
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You know how simple it would be if you had advanced technology, to control some puppets in a political office
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That came downstream of your predecessors,
controlling who was in the office beforehand
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they’ve been playing this game for hundreds of years,
They literally have generations already mapped out
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You don’t have to get it exact
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But the whole game is perverting the reincarnation shit on the path to enlightenment
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Those who have gotten off the path and decided that they’re cool with hanging out here and just dominating throughout eternity as long as they’re comfortable, are the ones that are making it seem like you need to hurry and cast your vote for someone you’ve never even heard of before a week ago
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Ultimately, I do think things as a hole are moving towards a greater good
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I do think the forces of good are actually winning this eternal battle
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I just think there’s been so much fucked up shit for so long that it takes a long time to turn the ship around
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Especially when a lot of the people that were originally captaining the ship recognized, they would go to prison if the public actually understood their perversion
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Cough cough Epstein
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So really what we see today,
Is a group recognizing that they’re running out of time
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And if they don’t play their cards correctly, they are going to be super fucked
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Old school, torch, and pitchfork style
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But of course they can’t do it too quick either,
They have too much at stake
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They love spilling more blood if it protects their bloodline
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I mean, I literally woke up from my first sleep to an article about the vice president talking about how they’re ready to bomb more after productive talks
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And how everybody’s planning for a major event, pretty much right after the midterms
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As if that’s really gonna change much
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It’s all framing
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It’s all posturing
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And it’s all pretty sad
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But we can persevere
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We must
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And we must practice forgiveness or else we go insane $$$**
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The good news is forgiveness is instant gratification of the highest degree $$*
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If there are evil secret Nazis in Antarctica, then maybe there is hope for Santa yet
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You know, secret technologies, and all that $
(lol wut )
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11-3-26
113
Happy 4:16 AM
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time for a second PB&J
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That was so good
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I wasn’t about to eat it either
I didn’t think I was hungry
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That would’ve been a rookie mistake
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I have had close to 2400 cal in the past 12 hours
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Which is pretty good $
Most would agree that the brain doesn’t finish developing until age 25 at a minimum
& That’s just the basics
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Most would also agree that you have to be at least 18 to consent to sex
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Most Would also agree that between the ages of 18 to 25 is when one is most attractive, or at least the best at reproducing
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Which means,
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There is about a seven year stretch in which nature wants you to be a stupid hoe lol $$*
You know what
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I bet you some bitter boomer didn’t get a date to the dance back in the day and just swore eternal vengeance on health and happiness
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Then proceeded to poison everything and steal everybody’s money
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When you examine the chaos behind the madness, it is clear there is only one true motivation
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Revenge $$***
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Even the most righteous struggle to let shit go if it means not being able to get even $$$
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Most don’t really care about actually being fit and strong as long as other people think they are
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Or if they look like they are
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Enough to trick somebody’s else’s lizard brain to not recognizing fool’s gold
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I mean, seriously just think about that for a moment
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I would argue more than 51% of the population would settle for something false & fake, if it meant validation from strangers
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I don’t think that part was designed by an evil Cabal
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I think that part just human nature
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That’s why we’re here to begin with
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But once you recognize that, you have a decision to make
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Build a business to maximize profit potential while dividing and making the problem worse ?
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Or write on a wall, the reality of the bullshit and getting back to Secret Service $$*
Happy 827 from the planet parking lot $
Being strong is the only thing that matters
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Because the alternative is weakness which is unacceptable $$$*
Rest always determines what gets built
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Resistance determines how fast $$
Happy 9:59am
Amazing back hyp session $
Muscle
- Fibers
- pathways
Movement
- Fuel
- Motivation $$
I say if you’ve been to somebody’s house three times, then you can count them as a friend
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So therefore, a bunch of my DoorDash customers are friends at this point lol $$
The human body is a capable of such extreme endurance efficiency adaptations that it basically has corrupted modern medicine
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The body can adapt quickly if it has to,
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so quickly, that usually during the time of most clinical trials, it becomes impossible to distinguish the separation of natural adaptation between what is being tested versus what the body does on its own
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Imagine testing a drug for 13 weeks just to recognize that the body can heal anyways (usually faster) as long as they there ain’t some shit in the way
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But if you don’t know that second part, then you’re liable to think that you encountered a miracle drug
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Imagine prescribing an antidepressant and a 20 minute walk to somebody, knowing damn well the antidepressant isn’t gonna do Jack shit
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Except come with side effects
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I would be OK if it was just a placebo antidepressant, but they never are $$$
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Also,
Last night after my run, my right hip flexor began spazzing
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I mean, at one point it was actually pretty bad
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I would yell in pain because it would come on suddenly, and be legit debilitating to the point where I would nearly fall over
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I’m telling you, there was not a damn thing wrong with my hip flexor other than it was just wylin out
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But the pain when triggered, was legitimate disability level
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It would just come and spazz sporadically throughout the evening
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It prevented me from falling asleep for a while because it was throbbing
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The funny part is, my run was amazing and I didn’t feel a single uncomfortable thing at all
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It started doing it afterwards, just cuz
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My point is that it is perfectly fine, but just dramatic recovery bs
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So it’s pretty funny
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But it’s also tragic because I can guarantee you that there are millions of people right now walking into a physicians office with the same kind of dilemma, only to exacerbate it and probably ruin their chance of recovery
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I mean, all I have to do is just not do anything stupid in response to it and let it relax $$
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(If I stressed over it or I started to believe I was injured, then I guarantee you It would still be aggravated right now.)
One of my favorite rep schemes ever has become the 13 to 31
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Basically you spend three weeks finding the right resistance to reach failure between 9 to 13 reps
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And then afterwards, the goal is to take that same resistance from 13 to 31 reps while resting as long as you need
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And then reduce rest after hitting it, for a couple weeks
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By the end, you will not only have added more mass, but will have converted it to being highly efficient as well $$$*
Happy 12:02 PM
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Super proud of myself as I’ve gotten a lot of work done already much faster than normal and with significantly less emotional effort
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I mean, I might as well be on a natural high with all the leftover energy I got $
So the time has come to dismantle my bachelor couch lol
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Every young man gets the quintessential black couch at some point
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I received mine a little over 10 years ago, when I got my first apartment
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This bitch was pretty expensive, honestly
I think it was at least a grand or two
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Can’t really remember
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Which is lame cuz As I’m dismantling this shit, I can really see how terribly constructed it really was
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Definitely not worth what I paid for it
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So that’s cheap Chinese labor for you $$
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(And more commentary from a most likely reincarnated woodworker)
But I am also reminded that at one point I had a friend who had a band named “couches”
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And that’s really all I have to say at the moment lol $$
I am not gonna lie
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I did not really give reincarnation much thought until my parents started acting childish as fuck and I couldn’t figure out why it felt so familiar… $$***
I’ve said it many times,
I think the reincarnation patterns are flexible
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I just think that if you were a very “strong willed spirit” with some cleaning up to do, that, you’re likely not gonna spend much time in the void before you get sent back in at first opportunity
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So if you had some grandparents that passed long before you were born, then I would seriously dig into their lifestyles and tendencies Best you can.
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Never know what you might uncover
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But because most people do actually meet their grandparents, I am suspicious that it is most common to skip one or two generations
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So I don’t expect many people to relate to feeling like their parents parent, as they likely did not overlap
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But I got a lot of evidence to point to some suspicious shit
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Back in the day, you rarely met your grandparents
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Because they likely died during battle or something
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And that kind of leads me to another point
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That I think for soldiers and warriors in particular, that they likely have a pretty good seat in the reincarnation draft
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And they likely would be allowed to incarnate in circumstances that the general public might not due to its difficulty & high strangeness
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I mean seriously what if we’re able to prove for fact that what I’m saying is true and that there is a large group of people right now, that actually traumatized their parents to begin with
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Like if that was being taught in grade school, I guarantee you people would be even more fucked up than they are now believe it or not
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I think it is a mystery because most cannot handle that kind of truth without immediately becoming to bitter or bitchy or pitiful about it $$*
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We all know that one person who immediately caves in the face of a long wait
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You tell some people the truth about how long it’ll take to get what they want, and they’ll just simply throw everything away without even trying
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this is true for Some no matter what you do to help manage
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Except !
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That’s right !!!
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Lie
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..
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You must use deception with these motherfuckers $$*
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To get some people to grow, it is best to lie directly to their face
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And yes, I recognize this creates a pretty fun moral debate
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The same exact one that is being enacted in every government in every country every day
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So you know,
It’s about balance $$$
Happy 129
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Couldn’t wait any longer
I’m eating pepperoni
probably about 500 cal
Followed by pbj $
Should I be mad at God for making Day so beautiful that it has the inescapable consequence of making every other day I’ve ever lived, less beautiful respectively?
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That’s the kind of logic most overly emotional atheists employ $$***
“Most” like to give drug addicts shit,
But “most” are material addicts
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They literally are addicted to inanimate objects
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They don’t understand they don’t need anything to be happy
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Drug addicts definitely understand this lol
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Both have been subconsciously sabotaged, and are programmed to pursue their pleasures,
At least drugs make sense and are awesome
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Being a hoarder or collector of items or resentments , doesn’t make any sense at all $$$***
There is no greater feeling than somebody appreciating something you created genuinely
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Which is exactly why the claim God is trying to say with all of this “worship me or else” kind of shit is total BS
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He is saying that he has planned everything to be of highest and best use, as long as you don’t go rogue with all of the plotting and planning
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He’s saying to trust the p plan and process if you want the really good shit cause it’s likely going to be painful and difficult along the way
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He is not being self-centered and petty when you ignore his suggestions
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he is not butt hurt that he is not getting attention
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God is worried for your well-being because you’re being an arrogant shithead $$$
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Compensation for God must be your genuine enjoyment, or else it’s not worth the trouble $$*
Dragons breathe fire, but blow smoke
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Big difference $$$
Happy 4:30 PM
Doing some dinner fishing
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Do you wanna bet it’s gonna be busy as well because of the elections tonight?
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I guarantee all of these that fearful boomers are gonna be laying around, eating their pizza, watching the results like Monday night football
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Desperately hoping that they will take their county back
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Or whatever they tell themselves $
I’m just hoping for a little extra cash
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Wish me luck $
If you had to add up all of the money that was spent for most to avoid the thoughts inside their head, It would likely be at least 2/3 of the entire global economy $$***
The greatest goal is simply to accept where you are and what you’re doing $$$*
Now that I’ve officially been dashing for more than a year consistently, I can say that the single biggest factor that determines demand is…
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Drumroll 🥁
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The dark $$
Being tired and burnt out is a hell of a lot better than betraying your own word $$$***
Nothing worse than a fat beta dude in a button down
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Okay kiddding obv cuz I’m hangry and I’m delivering their food but whatevs
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The jokes actually on me rn so if they can’t take a counter joke, then that just proves my OG point $$$
Happy 6:34 PM
Decent fishing
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I had one order that was pretty clutch, but packed with bullshit thanks to traffic
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I’m just proud of myself with how smooth it was emotionally, and how I was not dramatic but instead cool as a cucumber and got a lot more work done 🥒
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I am now back in the cave,
Beginning my feed as I’ve got to try to get another 2000 cal in the tank before sunrise $
The truth is, is that it takes probably nine times longer to learn exercise than it does any other art form
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Any other art form is pretty much instant with it’s results
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It takes a little bit of practice to get a technique, but you can tell pretty quickly if it’s working or not
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Then it’s just about repetition
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And strumming a string or moving a paintbrush does not require the same amount of energy as picking up a barbell
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It also does not require at least 2 to 3 days recovery time while also synergizing other extremely difficult areas of life, such as diet and sleep and emotional behavior
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Even if you do everything right with training and diet, you could still go back backwards if you are acting like an asshole to the point in which you can’t sleep right
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Or if you just simply do the one wrong move and tweak something, and then get even further compromised by a health practitioner
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You are not literally competing against the clock when you are painting
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Age almost always aids the quality of other art
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With exercise, you are considered at a disadvantage the older you are,
Even with experience $$$***
There’s only two reasons why somebody would become a preacher~
Because they’ve been through hell and found a way out and have to share it and serve others
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Or
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They want to touch kids
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So if you haven’t been through the shit, then I do not trust you $$$
Go ahead and add a bowl of rice and beans and seven eggs to the scoreboard at 7:03 PM $
Do you know what is tragic?
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There is a podcast I follow,
The latest episode titled “November 3, 2026, Trump accused of raping an eight-year-old”
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And I’m honestly not even surprised
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I actually think he’s probably onto it and telling the truth
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But my point?
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Somehow, that headline doesn’t even mean anything anymore
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And I’m not gonna listen to the episode because the podcaster has a history of going to extremes when it’s not necessary, due to his own bias
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Let me emphasize this
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He is probably correct
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Just about all the bad shit, probably has more truth than falsehood
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My point is that so many people have ruined their credibility due to the inability to emotionally control their message, that the evil fucknuts are winning in that regard
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They’ve been playing this game for a while
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Just flooded the propaganda with all kinds of different stuff so people just don’t care anymore
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And by some people playing directly into their emotional hand, they caused themselves to be muted
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(The emotional equivalent of crying wolf)
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It is the other side of the censorship coin
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Where you don’t even try to look the other way,
You just tune shit out
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Whining and yelling is not how we win
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Simply Spreading information is
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Like writing on a wall or something
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Then getting back to doing the good work in the shadows $$$*
Plates
45- 8
35- 6 (2)
25- 6 (2)
10- 10
5- 4
2.5- 2
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7.5- 8
Wall update
TRG touch up
2 🔥
- side slam
- Hi toss
- Big twist
🤴 💨
- swing
- Slam
- Sweep
- Side toss
- Under hold
- Over hold
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